HATE is a very strong word...

And I've always try to stop myself from saying 'I Hate You' meaning-ly or serious-ly(not in a joking joking way) to someone... But this particular human being is just impossible for me to NOT say 'I Really Hate You' out loud... *ish* And this thought just irritates me...

I just told a friend tht isn't it better if u don't hate someone, and live in peace with all the people around you?? Because she is somehow facing the same problem as me... But the situation is slightly different...

Well, for all this time since i started hating this particular human being... I intend to ignore her... trying my very best, bt still UseLesS!! Tht person is someone tht i can see like 3-4 days a week... and not to tell it is SUFFERing... It's As IF i can make things from my eyes disappear suddenly like magic or maybe make tht particular human being always be at my blind spot?? And the answer is NO ... All of this is just so IMPOSSIBLE... Haiz~ Wht else can i do...

I don't wanna live in the dark hole anymore... You're making me turn into a Horrible MONSTER!! Can you PLEASE do me a favour n dissappear yourself? It's just one tiny favour... pls...=(