Just went to view
Sabu's blog...
Haiz~ seeing those pictures makes me aware tht it's actually
reflecting my emotions... Gosh! Why is this Happening to me?
*actually decided to write it in Chinese, bt the thing suddenly gt
'NUTS' cannot use=((
*struggling whether to do it or not to do it...*
To Mr ************,
I know this whole thing feels funny, but
i just don't wanna hide in the shadows anymore, time to let it all out!! From the 1st day i met u... I find u different from all the other boys i've met... I knew u will occcupie a
'special' place in my hearth<3
`My hearth
used to beat unexpectedly fast whn u're around...
`I
used to stop breathing(for a few sec) when i hear something(good or bad) is happening to u...
`Ur breath-taking smile
used to make me 'melt' to the ground...
`Ur warm eyes
used to touch me with friendliness and comfort...
`Whatever comes out frm ur mouth
was like the best thing i've ever heard...
`U around me
used to b full of nervous-ness, excitement, eager-ness n u being simply irresistible...
`Everything about u seems so
PERFECT!! ........ since
THEN...
But, recently i've heard u on a conversation with a somebody(most probably a girl)... The way u talk is soo different!! So much more polite n soft thn the way u talk to ur guy-friends. PLUS, incredible-ly
SWEET!!! And, i felt
CRUSHED !! My hearth instantly shattered into thousand of pieces!! GOSH! why are u doing this to me?
I know i should b more
'zu dong' (means straight forward... i think) But i can't! i need more time... Why can't u b more
patient?? I know u have been waiting for my ans...
Damn!! I was soo
StuPid!! Why didn't i Realize tht it was
tooo LaTE??!! *sob...sob...* What's the deal of being mad at myself
NOW? As if everything will go bac to time? Go bac to how it was suppose to b??? Things are more complicated than it seems...=(
So from nw on...
I'll go my way n U'll go urs... End of story...
Goodbye 4 ever!!!From,
-JJ-
I Lim Jie Jing was hearth-broken on the 30th of June!!!!!!!