Just went to view Sabu's blog...

Haiz~ seeing those pictures makes me aware tht it's actually reflecting my emotions... Gosh! Why is this Happening to me?

*actually decided to write it in Chinese, bt the thing suddenly gt 'NUTS' cannot use=((
*struggling whether to do it or not to do it...*

To Mr ************,

I know this whole thing feels funny, but i just don't wanna hide in the shadows anymore, time to let it all out!!

From the 1st day i met u... I find u different from all the other boys i've met... I knew u will occcupie a 'special' place in my hearth<3

`My hearth used to beat unexpectedly fast whn u're around...
`I used to stop breathing(for a few sec) when i hear something(good or bad) is happening to u...
`Ur breath-taking smile used to make me 'melt' to the ground...
`Ur warm eyes used to touch me with friendliness and comfort...
`Whatever comes out frm ur mouth was like the best thing i've ever heard...
`U around me used to b full of nervous-ness, excitement, eager-ness n u being simply irresistible...
`Everything about u seems so PERFECT!! ........ since THEN...

But, recently i've heard u on a conversation with a somebody(most probably a girl)... The way u talk is soo different!! So much more polite n soft thn the way u talk to ur guy-friends. PLUS, incredible-ly SWEET!!! And, i felt CRUSHED !! My hearth instantly shattered into thousand of pieces!! GOSH! why are u doing this to me?

I know i should b more 'zu dong' (means straight forward... i think) But i can't! i need more time... Why can't u b more patient?? I know u have been waiting for my ans... Damn!! I was soo StuPid!! Why didn't i Realize tht it was tooo LaTE??!! *sob...sob...* What's the deal of being mad at myself NOW? As if everything will go bac to time? Go bac to how it was suppose to b??? Things are more complicated than it seems...=(

So from nw on... I'll go my way n U'll go urs... End of story... Goodbye 4 ever!!!

From,

-JJ-

I Lim Jie Jing was hearth-broken on the 30th of June!!!!!!!